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yes i kno, i probably commented in ur journal, but i got sick of having to do seperate journals.. so here goes
new journal time.... drowned_x_hero
add it if u care, if not, screw u =) anyone who doesnt care deserves to be sent away to antartica
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[04 Feb 2004|08:55pm] |
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boston was.. well interesting. enough on that topic... when i was there my cousin liz came and saw me. i absolutely love liz. "prada or nadda" right?? haha. im so jealous cause shes getting her new mercades soon. shes getting rid of her older one (which isnt old cause its a 2000) but shes gettng a brand new one. very nice. "88 waved to me!!" and "mrs. brady" haha. good times. that was probably the best time i had in boston, watching tom brady go by on his little duck bus drooling with liz.
"u can stop blaming urself but u cannot stop the world" thank god for homegrown and my idol
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[04 Feb 2004|04:49pm] |
*I sat and stared at the sky, i knew i'd find myself there again. I wonder how else to cope with the air. The air that brings me this luck, im unlucky thats just me. Seems what used to be has changed. And I know i wont feel it again if I just played along, "Stupid games are for stupid people" and they end just like a song. A song with no beginning, a song that has no meaning. Just like this one... just like this*
Story of the Year - Anthem of our Dying Day
the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight
and this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air and here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
just a ghost to the world thats exacty what I need
From up here the city lights burn
like a thousand miles of fire
And im here to sing this anthem
of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
would swallow every inch of this city
as you gasp for air tonight
id scream this song right in your face
If you were here I swear I wont miss a beat
Cause i never never have before
guess its too bad that everything we had, was taken away
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[04 Feb 2004|02:47pm] |
from now on....
straightedge ashley... im gonna do my work, no parties, no drinkie-drinkie. good girl ashley
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[04 Feb 2004|02:46pm] |
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heres an update...
my life has gone down the drain
im a fuck up
im a dumbass
everything sucks
god must hate me
im an idiot
i dont think about things before i do them
everything i love i lose... and i have lost
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[02 Feb 2004|07:41am] |
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if ur not on my friends list but u have me on urs.. TAKE ME OFF. i obviously dont like u... *hint hint*
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[01 Feb 2004|09:46am] |
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work yesterday sucked. as usual. boring, customers pissed me off. the usual fun stuff. after work i came home, went online, pretty boring day if u ask me.. but oh, the night got so much better... JOKE
yea... so last night was SUPER DUPER fun. mm... no. pretty much i sat around and talked to my husband all night. that was fun though, good times with the captain.
work today. lovely. its alright, im sure it'll be really slow because of the fact that the superbowl is tonight. =) im so excited. i thinkk in stead of watching it i might bring my gram to the movies. that or i'll go to her house after work and chill there for the bowl. its either go to grams or stay home alone cause the rents are goin to Donnas house.
wow.. i wicked want some Chef Boyarde (spelling?) shit right now after seeing a commercial. and a salad.. thanks for making me crave salad shawn. haha
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[31 Jan 2004|10:11pm] |
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me and shawn will make our own tv show. and it will be better than real world. hehehe. the pirates stirke again!
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[30 Jan 2004|10:59pm] |
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yea.. discomfort, disreguard, lonliness... thats ashleys life right now... not feeling up to par today.
went to my grams tonite and had a nice visit. we talked about alot of things that have been going on. i love telling her things because i know shes listening to me. really listening. i trust her with everything i have. thank god for her, i'd be lost without her.
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[30 Jan 2004|05:26pm] |
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shawn and i... we're pirates. he has the 9 inch dagger.. i have the 3 foot sword from the toy department of kmart. gooood times
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[29 Jan 2004|03:54pm] |
midterms are in.. haha have fun LAUGHING AT ME
history - 75
english - 80
economics- 70 something
physics - 66 <<hell fuckin yea
chemisty - 88 (add 10 to that cause of he scaled it) so 98
algebra 2 - 83
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[29 Jan 2004|02:39pm] |
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didnt go to school today. didnt feel too good, and i was so tired i couldnt see strait. so i slept all day, and then came downstairs and watched some tv. killer headache.
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[27 Jan 2004|09:27pm] |
ive been doing some thinking lately.. and ive come to the conclusion that i am not completely happy. not at all. i mean, im happy with all my lovely friends because i love them all! every single one. and i love my family, i dont kno what id do without them. it's me that im not happy with. i just dont like the way i am. i wish i could be a better person, a better friend, a better daughter and so on and so forth. i feel like i dont give back enough for what im given. i feel like im a bother and awkward. like sometimes im out of the loop with everything. its weird, i wish i could be more motivated. i wish i could do better in school. i wish i had the ability and mentality to get off my ass and do homework, and to work so i can have money to get through 2 weeks. i hate getting up in the morning now because it'll be the same thing over and over again.
thats little old ashley.. always waiting for something good to come around and sweep me off my feet.. but it never comes.
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[24 Jan 2004|04:37pm] |
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so me getting my lip pierced now is out of the question.. dumb bitches. my mom was finally getting used to the idea and then jack found out. oh god hell broke loose. "their not allowed at work" bull shit, u made that up so i cant get it.. shannon had her eyebrow done forever and u never said anything then. wow.. how quickly it changed. augh!!!! "ull ruin ur pretty face" yea ok, lets tell me a FAKE reason why i cant get it done. yea thats gonna really make me change my mind.
stephs moving in a month...
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[24 Jan 2004|09:30am] |
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i hate being a fat ass..
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[22 Jan 2004|09:24pm] |
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physics equals death
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